goodnight one last time

i want the numbness
i want the pain to end
he broke my heart
so here i am
bleeding on the floor again.
i went deeper
than ever before
i still love him dearly
so says my scar.
his name and a heart
are bleeding on my arm.
my last testiment
my last love vow
he made me want to die.
just when i thought
i was alright.
because of him
i'll take my own life
so long my love
and one last goodnight
on my arm your name
in bright blood is shining.
with my last breath ill whisper.
i love you goodbye and goodnight.