One Thing Keeps Me Alive, and It's Gone

For a moment I thought I would be happy
I thought I was gonna be able to survive
There just one thing on my mind
And that's you
I am falling to pieces without this happiness
Each day is growing longer and longer
You have been gone for so long
That I'm losing my own mind
I tired to praying that you will come back
I'm sick of crying without reason
I feel that I will never love again
I want to be able to stand on my own again
I want to breath without wanting to die
But each time I come close to running out of this hell
Something always pulls me back in
Your beautiful, charming, funny, and sweet
Without you I'm on a mission
And that mission is to die.