I Should Never Had Lived

Every night I sleep
Under the cold, night sky.
On the freezing streets,
Starving with a throat dry.

Rain poured upon me;
I got wet.
Later on,
I was freezing to death.

I shivered and barely blinked an eye.
Cause’ once I did,
Death will start crawling in me.
Death will destroy my infinity.

The night passed on;
I was still freezing.
I was feeling very sick,
This was truly not amusing.

Dawn awakes;
The sun rises,
Greeting me with warmth,
Life, and many loathsome faces.

They stare at me with disgust,
They kicked dirt in my eyes,
Threw stones on my head
Like I was some bird ---- dead.

I growled to them
Letting them run away;
I stood up
And walked astray.

I reached a well
Full of coins and wishes,
And saw some other kids
Make water splashes.

But, I, myself
Have only one wish I dreamed;
A wish I forever deemed,
The wish, “I should never had lived.”