all that im living for

I feel like a monster
It wants my soul
It wants my heart
But all I’m living for is you
But slowly things change
And slowly I can’t fight
It’s hiding in the dark
No one hears my scream
So many lies
Can’t take the pain away
Forever
Stuck
In the sorrow
The pain
Trapped in fear
Trapped in life
I just want it to go away
The only way is death
It the only way
To end it all