muder

I don't know what to feel,
I don't know what to say,
I don't know what to do.

This phase is killing me,
This life is chocking me,
This world is exterminating me.

Happiness visits once in a life time,
True love comes once then disappears,
Sadness pops in and grows old with me.

I'm struggling to stay alive,
I'm fighting to keep my pride,
I'm dying there's no stopping that.

Strangers attack,
Friends escape,
Family laugh.

I try to scream just to be heard,
I reach out my hand so a star can help,
I fall deeper in my own nightmare.

God repeats "This is a free world"
People say "Do whatever you want"
Love yells "It's not for you"

I sit alone, and smile to the plants
I look at everyone, they turn their faces,
I plead with my eyes, but animals laugh.

This is not a game anymore,
This is not a joke as well,
This is silent murder.