Another scar made

I said yes
But changed my mind
You said you died inside
I loved Blood to pour

What I felt?
Hate, empty, sinking
You did it
the sharp metal touched my skin

You said your drink your sorrow
I said it wouldn't help
As The guilt fulled me
I loved the blood that dripped down my hip

I stopped talking
I started hiding
It got harder
Blood fell

You wanted to be friends
I said time
I made a promise
The blood stopped

The scars still grace my skin
I still grace the earth
We talked again

But now it's Valentines Day
I got a card today
it didn't have a name
So I asked my good old friend

He teased me and give me the name
Your name
I felt numb and empty
I break my promise now

Now I stand
Knife in hand
Press to my skin
I push down
And let it run

I hope you happy now!!!