I Can

I can delete your number off my phone,
But I'll still have it in my head.
I can't shake this feeling of being alone,
Right now I'd much rather be dead.
I can smile and pretend nothings wrong,
But the pain would still be there.
My head knows you're gone,
But my heart wants you here.
I can laugh and say everythings alright,
But we all know I cry myself to sleep at night.
♠ ♠ ♠
About my ex.. He really screwed me over:/