I Just Wish...

I can’t keep going on like this,
I know that someday will be bliss.
I can’t go on like this much longer,
I wish that I could have been stronger.
Why does my life have to be this way?
I wish I could honestly say, that I really am okay
I’m tired of these thoughts in my head,
I wish I knew what kind of life I could have led.
These feelings I keep inside,
These scars I can never hide.
As I sit here and look at my battered arm,
Why did I have to start to self- harm?
I know that these scars will always be there.
I still remember when my arm’s could be bare,
So don’t worry about me anymore.
I wish I had something to live for,
I’m going to make sure that I’m content.
I just wish I….