powerless

Have you ever felt so alone, so powerless, like there is nothing you can do but lye in bed surrounded by darkness like you always belonged somewhere els but could never find it, have you ever felt like just one of the crowd, nothing but another empty face washed by nothingness and lies , and have you ever felt like there is a way to stand out, to no longer be just a simple face but that little window at the end of this never ending tunnel just keeps getting smaller and smaller as thoughts of nothingness settle in your mind like some twisted sickness eating away at your insides till there really is nothing left but the darkness your are sounded by in your tiny room with these pointless thoughts wandering somewhere in the black abyss of your mind.