My Happiness

What is happiness but a fleeting emotion?
happiness is a wave in a rolling ocean
But when it casts you ashore what have you now
When your happiness is gone what is there now
Nothing but pain,regret, and sadness
But I don't understand. Everyone else has happiness
But where is mine? It is a fleeting emotion for me
Painfully swift and short. Where is it now?
Why has it left me so vulnerable to these emotions
That rip and tear at my insides, filling me with a
Burning so unbearably so that I feel that I may
Collaspe into myself. Tell me,
Where is my happiness now? Why must I watch
As hppiness is given to people and yet stripped
And held above me leaving me to pointlessly
Jump and clutch at what I can never fully grasp
Tell me, where is my happiness now?