The Cycle

I can’t sleep! When I dream…
All I see is theland for what worse
Thoughts turn only on thou
I can’t concentrate.
When you’re near I begin to melt away,
As you hold me… My heart rate accelerates.
I can barely speak, because you’re suffocating me….
You’ve become the air…
That I cannot help but breathe.
I need to resist, try to deny it…
But I can’t, my fate is already decided…
It’s over for me!
You’ve stolen something important, something I need to live…
You own my everything…
You possessed me…
I didn’t mean to, this is all an accident!
I never asked for this to happen…
Don’t blame it all on me! You played your part in this!
And now you want me to admit it!
But you first!
Besides you and I both fell
Head first!
Into a feeling that kills so beautifully…
It comes on you lightly then it gets you so deeply!
It’s a monster with no mercy in the form of a beautiful being…
And then you only want to touch them
You trust them…
And then suddenly…
They disappear and leave you with nothing…
Not even the pieces they broke of you…
They take everything…
It takes everything!
And then finally you realize!
…. It was never meant to be
That he never took everything….
That your feelings were just in love with love!
They were never real!
So all this time you were drunk on love and not thine!
Then here comes another…
The next one in line…
The cycle starts all over…
And you hope this time…
It’s true…