My Reason To You

I hide from everything I see,
I despair at how you leave.

I cry whenever you are gone,
I'm numb from all this sound.

If only I could show you how,
How much it is I've drowned.

Maybe you would understand,
Why I won't hold your hand.

Don't tell me your lies,
They just make me die inside.

If you truly cared enough,
You'd be here right now.

So disapear and never return,
For there are many places that I now avoid.

Because of you I know I'm gone,
And so leave me alone.

I'm sorry but your dead to me.