Why do you cry

‘Why do you cry’ you ask
I cry because of so many things
‘Stop’ you say
That’s easier said than done
‘Be strong’ you say
How can I? When I’m so weak
‘Be brave’ you say
How can I? When I’m always scared
‘Smile’ you say
Why? There is nothing to smile about
‘Please’ you beg
I can’t I’ve already dead inside
‘Don’t kill yourself’ you say
But it sounds so tempting
‘I love you’ you say
You shouldn’t
‘I care’ you say
Well you don’t show it.