Confusion
I'm waiting in the darkness
Scared outta my mind
with a razor blade to my skin
wanting ot feel the blade on my skin
feeling so confused
I just want that blad to rip through my vein
so many promises that prevent me
so much temptation
Someone came in and flipped on the light
I jumped, the blade cut a little
It felt so good
It was him
but I don't know who he is. . .
he saved my life. . .
but I still want to fell the blood flow
I still want to feel that blade rip through my vein
and tear through my skin
and yet. . . I'm still so confused
Scared outta my mind
with a razor blade to my skin
wanting ot feel the blade on my skin
feeling so confused
I just want that blad to rip through my vein
so many promises that prevent me
so much temptation
Someone came in and flipped on the light
I jumped, the blade cut a little
It felt so good
It was him
but I don't know who he is. . .
he saved my life. . .
but I still want to fell the blood flow
I still want to feel that blade rip through my vein
and tear through my skin
and yet. . . I'm still so confused