Chasing Hearts

You were my first real boyfriend
You were my first real love
You were the first to prove me wrong about love
Then quickly prove me right
When we were together
You made me laugh
You made me smile
You made me hope
You made me wish
But I look back know
I remember these feelings
But all i can feel now is hurt
This may be a stupid
But I just can't help to think
Could we still be together if I tried a little harder
I may not be big on showing affection
But I tried my best when I was with you
Maybe that's why you left
Maybe to you I seemed to desperate
Maybe I to you I seemed uncaring
Was it you or was it me?
Maybe I should of just stayed away
I still miss you everyday
But the way you managed to crush me like a bug
I could never be with you again