Life
I start to write, release my mind
yet nothing flows or so I find
until I start to just not think
express the words, I start to sink
into a place I often go
just then is when they start to flow
Trapped in this shell I hate with a passion
the darkest deepest thoughts I fashion
the life I hope for....scratch that...
the life I know ill never have
I miss the memories ive never had
Ive tried to be something im not
ive tried to be me but who I am ive forgot
just a shell of a former, younger me
held down by nothing, just careless and free
Ive tried so hard to express my ambitions
reach out for the stars, think about my descisions
but nothing I do is ever enough
“dont fuck with me now cos im doing my “Stuff””
is what i'd say if I didnt care
that the other person loved me, that the other persons scared
its what I would say if I couldnt be trusted
if my life was a mess and I hadnt adjusted
to the fact that I now had somebody to care
take me through life and somebody to share
But anyway...where was I at
back to the life that I hope....scratch that
back to the life that I know will never be
the hardest part is that I have to agree
ill never be anything worth anyones time
no matter how hard I try and make sentences rhyme
yet nothing flows or so I find
until I start to just not think
express the words, I start to sink
into a place I often go
just then is when they start to flow
Trapped in this shell I hate with a passion
the darkest deepest thoughts I fashion
the life I hope for....scratch that...
the life I know ill never have
I miss the memories ive never had
Ive tried to be something im not
ive tried to be me but who I am ive forgot
just a shell of a former, younger me
held down by nothing, just careless and free
Ive tried so hard to express my ambitions
reach out for the stars, think about my descisions
but nothing I do is ever enough
“dont fuck with me now cos im doing my “Stuff””
is what i'd say if I didnt care
that the other person loved me, that the other persons scared
its what I would say if I couldnt be trusted
if my life was a mess and I hadnt adjusted
to the fact that I now had somebody to care
take me through life and somebody to share
But anyway...where was I at
back to the life that I hope....scratch that
back to the life that I know will never be
the hardest part is that I have to agree
ill never be anything worth anyones time
no matter how hard I try and make sentences rhyme