That's Me Done

Although the sun shines in the sky
Although there's a twinkle in my eye
I'd actually really like to cry,
Sick of thinking or even trying to try

I'd sit alone and think of things
Try and work out life, how longs' a piece of string?
Then toss in the towel, the bee now stings
Cos i can't bare to think anymore off al these nasty things

Kicked out on the doorstep
I knocked on the door
Get lost, we've got a new family
There's no room for you no more

I've thought of writing you a letter
But i know it'll never arrive
And all of my words, meaningless
Pointless sentances, that thrive...

Pulse with anger, regret and fear
As i step out on my own,
To reality, the world of many horrors
My old nest i have flown

To build a new one straight from scratch
Creating the foundations bit by bit
But i just can't carry on anymore
No pieces of the puzzle seem to fit

I sit back in my cold leather chair
Now more than ever i feel alone
So that's me done, no more fighting for me
No longer the struggling side you'll see

I can't be assed with you, pathetic life
And all the hassle it brings
I'll sit and wallow in my own dirt i guess,
Because after all, i created this mess...