Yet, your still there..

As months pass your still there..
Deep in my memory, I can not seem to forget.
It depresses me to see you this way.
But it is not my place anymore to care...
You have her..

You tortured me with the thought that you still cared.
Claiming that you meant every word.
But knowing you still love me hurts.
Pretty soon we'll be a thousand miles away..
Yet, we don't even see each other anymore?
How does it feel?
How did it feel to hear my voice again?
Did you even flinch like I did?
Do you remember we were friends?

You mean more than you ever could know.
But why?
Why should I care after everything you put me through?
I hold you up high on a pedestal...
When I should just let you fall.
I act like you did nothing wrong.
We all know you did.
You did me so wrong.
Played me at my weakest..

I miss you being mine.
We weren't perfect, in fact we were a mess.
Hated by the ones we called our friends.
It should of always just been us..
We lost it along the way..
You never trusted me in the first place.
I vowed to never break your heart,
I held up my end but you let me fall.

It is best to just forget.
To let go..
I wish it was that easy.
You were the one I loved.
But in the end you chose her over me.
She's there, and I'm not.
Yet your still not happy.
So let me ask you this..
How can you trust someone, who never trusted you?