Wasteland

I know that its all my fault that you didn't stay
you did your part but I didn't meet you halfway

You opened up your heart and gave me your love
but you were something I wasn't ready to be a part of

You were the choice I had to make
but it was a chance I couldn't take

There've been too many broken hearts in the world
and I was afraid of becoming another lonely girl

I think I really did love you
my fault was that I loved me too

I've just seen this movie too many times
that i could recite every part and line

So don't feel bad because you did your best
I simply wasn't ready to risk my heart just yet

If you are harboring any hard feelings I understand
instead of finding my heart you got sucked in this wasteland

I'm a dark and dried up abyss
full of fear and lonliness

I was nothing but a pain and a waste of time
and you waited too long for me to call you mine

It was predictable that sooner or later you'd go
cause when its happened before, you just know

Now you are in a relationship with another girl
she's pretty and nice, hopefully you can give her the world

Give her the love that i'd never take
look into her eyes and know shes not a fake

Hopefully she will tell you all you want to hear
maybe her voice will be full of trust and not fear