Don't Pretend

Look at me! Look at me!
You see me perfectly
Why are you trying to pretend?
Look at me! Look at me!
You know that I'm depress...
You hear me cry every night...
Why are you trying to pretend?
Look at me!
What do I have to do for you to look at me?
Do I need to put a razor against my wrist?
Do I need to put a rope around my throat?
Do I need to stop eating completely and stop talking again?
Look at me! Look at me!
Look at what you have made me become!
Someone who is always angry...
Someone who feels so alone...
Someone who is scared to open up..
Someone who just needs your motherly love!
Look at me! Please look at me!
Can't you at least pretend that you care about me?