Simply a want

I cry myself asleep
with hot tears running down the face
tears of sadness and being lost
for I now know my place

I watch myself self destruct
As for taking my life is a must
But I think of all the faces
All the places

So, today I decide today isnt my day
To take my life
for there are far to many fish in the sea
Butterflies and bees
Leaves and trees

I want to see the day I break free
of my misery and grief
For, I can once again
Run with glee.