I'm not crazy

I’m not crazy
But I know you think I am?
I see that look you give me,
But Why should I give a dam.

No I’m not “unstable”
No I’m not going mad,
I’ve been strong for too long,
I’ve bottled it, I’m sad.

Yes I wanted you to find the scars,
Because I didn’t know what to say,
I did try to tell you,
But I couldn’t bear you thinking of me that way.

When you found out,
You looked like you were going to cry,
I regretted telling you,
But your face made me try

When you saw my scars
Maby you were scared?
You didn’t know what to say?
But just so you know I didn’t do it today.