dark and deep

as blood runs from my eyes
i feel brusises down my theighs
is he the one i will doom to keep
the answer renaims dark and deep

running, screaming, fighting to
never will i believe in you
lying cheating, every day
what words are there left to say

in the middle of this room
sitting alone, at my doom
what will happen when i wake
was it truely a mistake

must have been more ways to know'
i still love him deepily though
i see him though he doesnt respond my call
i will glance at him from across the hall

i see him stare at my picture, tears in his eyes
was it true all those lies
when no one speaks or seems to hear me
i am not invisible cant they see

maybe im distinguished from their lives
but then i remember the sharp knifes
against the wall they flew trough the lust
it comes to me that i am dead, now im just a peice of dust......
♠ ♠ ♠
this is dedicated to a girl who was murdered by her husband and she loved him so much still though she seemed to notice no one was speaking to her at all...she had been killed