My Mind Is Blank

"My mind is blank, I've sunk into deep depression;
Somehow crying has become an obsession.
I sit alone as I stare into space,
It seemsthat I'm lost without a trace."

Tearstained cheeks, and hollow eyes,
Stop and stare as this little girl cries.
No one understands, and nobody cares;
Not a person to help her, no one even dares.

"I regret that I pushed everyone away;
I just could not find the right words to say.
I choked on my sentences, I couldn't speak -
And now this lonliness is making me weak."

She took for granted the ones she held dear,
Because of them she lived life in fear.
When they did die then came the sadness,
Distraught over death, she held in the madness.

'Our session's up now, how do you feel?
I know it hurts, I know the pain is real.
It's good we talked, I'm glad you were willing -'
"'Course I was... since it was I who did the killing."