The Monster..

I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I feel like my whole world is falling from underneath my feet.
I try to build this wall around me that will protect me from getting hurt, but evil finds its way through the cracks.
I've grown to hate the person i've become but i somehow despise the person i always was.
What is good enough for this world?
What do i have to do to be the "perfect" image everyone portrays?
How do i get out of this problem?
How long will it take to fix?
Is it even fixable?
I've lost everyone of importance to me.
I've lost everything.
And it's all thanks to this monster.
The Monster that steals the youth from the innocent and smothers them until they're empty; Until they forget who they are.
This Monster is a disguise.
You never really know the consequences until its too late.
After a while, the Monster is your only friend.
"Friend" is not even a word for it.
This Monster is a LEECH who sucks all the life out of it's hosts.
We are the hosts...
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Not one of my best writings. But hope you enjoy anyway. Let me know what you think :]