My Little Monkey

Choking on the pills
Reminiscing yesterday
Throat is closing up

The threat in your voice
Stretches of my sanity
All unraveling

Failed to take the hint
Why have I been here so long?
Can’t remember why

I had said those things
Don’t see why I would have though
I take it all back

That won’t count, I know
You let me off too easy
I'll punish myself

Songs you hate to hear
The words mean more than you thought
Won’t See You Tonight

Shouldn’t have called you
Shouldn’t have taken all those
Deathwish prevalent

Hate sounding emo
I hate being flamboyant
Can’t tell you straight out

Want to be happy
Especially for your sake
Want you to be free

Only want to help
Help you end your misery
Just give up right now

End my misery
One hard swallow at a time
Just gave up right now