Manic Depressive Love

Only one that I can stand
To talk to on some days
Picture you holding my hand
And go off in a haze

Shut the fuck up, throw my phone
You’re so goddamn annoying
I just want to be alone
I’ll see you in the morning

A couple days all I can take
Don’t want to live without you
A day too long, I’m sure I’ll break
There’s too much pain to go through

Take up my time, you stupid bitch
And tell me all your problems
I see your name and start to itch
You think that I can solve them?

I want you to be happy
I want to set you free
I don’t often get sappy
But you’re so dear to me

You don’t need to tell me you’re nothing special
I know no one else cares
It’s no surprise past sanity’s threshold
I’m the only one that dares

Hanging on your every word
Looking for the signs
Analyzing all I’ve heard

Careful of landmines
All you talk about is death
Pull the trigger already
Swallow some pills or glass, cut off your breath
Please die, this burden’s heavy

Savoring your breath of life
I’ll stay with you forever
Protecting you from harm and strife
We’ll always be together

Won’t waste my time giving a speech
I’ll save a basket for your head
You hang off me much like a leech
I’ll dump your body once you’re dead
♠ ♠ ♠
The two people I loved most in the world were both drama queens. Calling me at all hours of the night,
"Oh, I took my dad's diabetes medication. I don't care if I wake up."
"There's blood everywhere!"
"I can't take this. You don't need me. I'm not worth it."
Some days it became a bit much.