it kills me

I feel like shit
I've let myself down

you didnt want me
it's my fault somehow

i could've tried harder
I could've done stuff

but there's no use
i will never be enough

your so handsome and perfect
and im stuck in between
sad lonely and wanting
my prince charming
but you dont want me,
you want her
and that'll forever haunt me
im never going to be the one for you
and that kills me

I might look at other guys
but all i want is you

you dont realize theres no other girl,
that'll love you the way i do

i dont stand a chance,
i never stood a chance
you've had me sprung from the beginning
since then, ive never had a rest
im stuck here crying to taylor swift
and you dont even know
how much i would do for you
how fast i would die for you...
how long i would sit out in the cold....

your just so handsome and perfect,
and i'll always be stuck in between
sad lonely and wanting
you to be my prince charming
but you dont care
youre with her
and thats the way it's going to be
im never going to have you
or hold you
and that kills me