miss mutilation

blood dripping from my wrists
but from my lips no scream of pain
I’m sorry its not my fault it miss mutilation visited me again

She helps all the pain drip away
it lands onto the floor.
Some days I dread her appearance
but today I want it so much more.

Pleas believe me I’m not insane or mad
but so much happens...
Miss mutilation is the only one who understands why I get so sad

Pleas not someone that’s trying to help me again
for the last fucking time I’m not fucking insane!

Miss mutilation your always there
you the most beautiful thing in the world
why is it that only you care?

She comes when i'm low
and swears she'll never let me go.
When I’m being driven mad by all the blood filled images again
she takes my arm turns it to her then takes away all the pain.

I lay there alone no one love me so no one will know
Miss mutilation tells me to cover my arms
And I do that way all the cuts gashes and scars , they won’t show.

The knife is inviting the blood looks like a friend
miss mutilation whispers she’ll be with me to the end .
Wake up and start to scream
and try desperately not to remember another bad dream.

Alone again laying in the park
then I here a voice from within the dark.
Miss mutilation slides the razor up my arm today
and then into the night she fades away

I need the pain
like you need the night.
You need love
and I need too feel the knifes bight .

Don’t try to save me
I’m not worth the time.
Don’t try to love me
all you’ll see are my cuts weeping with infection and slime.

Miss mutilations holds me
tells me not to think that I need to die.
when I tell this to you
You hold me brake down and cry.

I’d be so happy in a place I was loved
not lost.
Where my skin is warmed by sunlight
not frosozne by the frost.

But still you hold me kiss me
and now I see
how there’s no one but you who wants me free.

Miss mutilation pins me to the bed
and cuts and cuts
till my sheets are stained red.
She tells me this is for my own good
how no one understand me but her how I’ve always been different
...Misunderstood

Miss mutilation drives me insane
and only you are willing to save me from this pain.
I want to stop for you but I have no hope
with out miss mutilation I wouldn’t be able to cope .