Suicide letter : to my love
I'm sorry
whilst I write this.
All the memories come back
and I remember all little thing about you that I’m going miss.
Like telling you good night
or kissing the top of your head.
But I can't keep the thoughts out
I’ll write you this poem instead.
I'll always be there
in my own way little.
just keeping watch
And making sure your ok
I'll blow the cherry blossom
so I can touch your hair.
And write messages in the steam of the mirror
just reminding you that I care.
I’ll hold you safe and tight
in all your dreams.
And you’ll see my reflection in glass
or in the lakes and streams.
Into the wind
I’ll whisper your name.
And still make you smile
everything will still be the same
When I’m missing you or feeling sad
I’ll make it rain.
And I’ll make sure no one will hurt you
you’ll never be in pain.
I’m sorry my love
I wish I couldn’t but I hear the knife calling.
For hours now into this abyss
I’ve slowly been falling .
I’ll always love you
you’ll be the only one for me.
But you will find someone new
and I’ll watch you be happy and set you free.
You’ll be with someone who can hold you
not hurt you.
Who’s free from bed thoughts and pain
I can’t be with you and watch me destroy you … it’s driving me insane.
I can’t be the one who makes you cry
this is the best way love it’s time we say good bye.
All I’m doing is hurting you with my fucked up way
you’d tell me you still love me but your too afraid to say.
I’m going to miss the way you whisper my name
being without you nothing will be the same.
I can’t hurt you like I already have done too much
I’m destroying you but the only thing that calms me is your touch.
Baby believe me this is best
I’m just a burden to you and I’m putting you through an unfair test.
I hate the fact I won’t be able to wipe away the tears when you find theis you’ll cry
I could try to tell you I don’t love you anymore but it would be a lie.
I’ll be gone and I won’t be able to hurt you any more that’s all that matters
but when I pull the trigger will I feel you hart is it shatters.
Baby I love you but it’s time to say good bye
pleas baby don’t cry.
Xxx
I love you
whilst I write this.
All the memories come back
and I remember all little thing about you that I’m going miss.
Like telling you good night
or kissing the top of your head.
But I can't keep the thoughts out
I’ll write you this poem instead.
I'll always be there
in my own way little.
just keeping watch
And making sure your ok
I'll blow the cherry blossom
so I can touch your hair.
And write messages in the steam of the mirror
just reminding you that I care.
I’ll hold you safe and tight
in all your dreams.
And you’ll see my reflection in glass
or in the lakes and streams.
Into the wind
I’ll whisper your name.
And still make you smile
everything will still be the same
When I’m missing you or feeling sad
I’ll make it rain.
And I’ll make sure no one will hurt you
you’ll never be in pain.
I’m sorry my love
I wish I couldn’t but I hear the knife calling.
For hours now into this abyss
I’ve slowly been falling .
I’ll always love you
you’ll be the only one for me.
But you will find someone new
and I’ll watch you be happy and set you free.
You’ll be with someone who can hold you
not hurt you.
Who’s free from bed thoughts and pain
I can’t be with you and watch me destroy you … it’s driving me insane.
I can’t be the one who makes you cry
this is the best way love it’s time we say good bye.
All I’m doing is hurting you with my fucked up way
you’d tell me you still love me but your too afraid to say.
I’m going to miss the way you whisper my name
being without you nothing will be the same.
I can’t hurt you like I already have done too much
I’m destroying you but the only thing that calms me is your touch.
Baby believe me this is best
I’m just a burden to you and I’m putting you through an unfair test.
I hate the fact I won’t be able to wipe away the tears when you find theis you’ll cry
I could try to tell you I don’t love you anymore but it would be a lie.
I’ll be gone and I won’t be able to hurt you any more that’s all that matters
but when I pull the trigger will I feel you hart is it shatters.
Baby I love you but it’s time to say good bye
pleas baby don’t cry.
Xxx
I love you