WILL SOMEONE HELP ME

i feel lost
i feel beaten
i feel like im someone i cant be
i dont know how to fight it
i dont know if i should fight it
i feel so hurt
when she told me im nothing
i cryed for hours
how could you say that to me
and why
i just want to be a good person
i hate who i am
i feel like i cant do this
i feel like this life is over for me
but still i keep fighting
because what else can i do
cutting doesnt work
crying doesnt work
hurting other people doesnt work
i want to be the person that i need to be
thank you for trying to help
you helped me open my eyes
i do care about you
i know i can always talk to you
thank you again
if i didnt know you
i would still be lost
i would still be hurting
i would still be cutting
thank you