an untimely calling

I'm in a hole
I'm in a pit
I'm on a role
I'm in a ditch
I am the white rabbit
I'm looking for my asset
I just gotta reach out and grab it
I race the clock
Hear my eulogy
The ravens mock
The goodbyes end
The tears fall
It's just around the bend
I try to call
I couldn't ascend
I've lost it all