Memories

My head spinning round and round as I lay in
my bed to the point I want to cry.
But when the pain ends my feelings gain
to the poii want to do die.
My feelings are true to my heart to you,
I want to be with you till the end.
You play the guitar, but you live so far.
What about the love I shall send.

My heart has turned to black as I look to
the back I see the shadow of you.
In that my heart begins to pound and my eyes drown
as I see an image so blue.
As the rain begins to fly
in the dark red shy.
The storm in my heart, as we live apart
my heart is a lie.

I am walking down a path with my head filled with wrath
I am trying to figure out you. But I have not clue.
It is coming near to the year
To see your feelings are true too.
I know we are ment to be in the world ever so low.
I would like to make things work.
When though I don't know you anymore, I begin
to emote but when I see you I start to smirk.

Waiting for the day we are united I sit in the dreaded
place and pray. Waiting in hell.
Why have I been waiting all this time?
To sin or just be trapped in this cell.
Bit now we are free to be you and me.
Hoping we will always be one.
Now I know in my heart that this is a new start
And the ba times I shall shun.