Screaming Inside

Hear the screams flooding through this empty house
Hear them as they flood through and condemn all who stay here
Hear the cries as they take over everything and everyone
Hear all of the commotion and tell me
Tell me you don’t feel their pain

Get this out of
Out of my head
Take away everything that I can‘t control
Take this all away
Take this blade
And drag it across
Let the blood come
Kill the screams

I’m tired of all the empty promises
Tired of all that can’t be done
I can’t keep living this lie
I’m falling out of myself
And further into this empty shell of a home

Get this out of
Out of my head
Take away everything that I can’t control
Take this all away
Take this blade
And drag it across
Let the blood come
Kill the screams

I don’t want to keep living here
When nothing ever stays the same
I just want to feel alive
Impossible to be here in this nightmare of a life

The screaming
Can’t control it
I don’t know how to go on
All of this pain
The pills aren’t helping

I just wanna get out
Get this out of
Out of my head
Take away everything that I can’t control
Take this all away
Give me the blade
Drag it across
And hear my screams

Hand the blade
And let me kill the pain
Drag it across
See the blood come
Kill this pain

Let me take control
Don’t let me go

Get me out of here
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I think i wrote this last Fall right around the time Fiction saved my life.
Ain't it a good thing Jimmy saved me when he did?