Dear Daddy

Did you ever wish for the will to push down?
Did you ever wish for the power to control?
Did you ever wish for the hope to go on?
Did you ever wish to just be gone from this world?

Take a wish and tear it down
Take this fucking wish and shove it
Take all I gave and just blow it up

Take this blade
Take it and run it through my heart
Run it over my skin
Let the blood pour and carve your name there
Carve the pain out on me
Take it all out on me
I’m stronger than you may think

I wish you would just
Shut the fuck up
I don’t care about your little drama
I don’t care how much you hurt
I just want some fucking peace
I just want to feel alive
And I can’t with you here all the time

Take my dreams and tear them down
Take all my fucking wishes and shove them
Just take all I gave and just blow it all the fuck up

Take these pills
Take them and shove them down my throat
Put me out of my misery
Let me just die here
Leave me for dead
Believe me you’ll be doing me a favor
Take all your frustrations out on me
I’m stronger than you may think

Just let me be
Just run away and let me bleed
Let all the blood flow away from me
I don’t care

Take this blade
Slit my throat
Carve your name all over my body
Let everyone see the scars
See the scars that you gave me
Let everyone see the hurt you’ve caused

And take these pills
Shove them down my throat
Let the empty bottles speak the words
The words I could never say to you

Just take all my pain and blow it up
Make it a thousand times worse

Please take this fucking blade
And drag it down across my arm
Carving your name
So everyone can know
Know who killed me

So everyone can know

The man who first broke my heart

You broke your daughters fucking heart.