Untittled

Take me up into your arms
Take me up into your strength
Hold me up above the world
Hold me up and keep me safe

I’m tired of being in this hole
I’m tired of just being
I want to live
I want to feel love

I don’t want to just be
Don’t want to just stay here
I want to live
Not just be
I don’t want to be just an empty shell

I don’t want to hurt
I don’t want to burn
I don’t want to feel this pain
I don’t want to feel anything at all

I want to be numb

I don’t want to be stuck
I don’t want the blade
But it’s calling to me
Calling to me so sweetly

It’s so hard to stay away
So hard to not swallow
All of the pills
So hard not to just leave it all behind

It’s so hard to feel so much pain
All of your life and never once feel love

It’s so hard to live a life
Like an empty shell
Where all you know is pain
And all you feel is despair

I don’t want the blade
I don’t want the pills

But I can’t take this pain anymore
I can’t take this pain

I just want to be numb
I just want to feel nothing at all

I just want to feel numb

I don’t want to feel anything at all

I don’t want to be