I'm not dead yet

They are waiting for me to be dead,
But i don't wanna die I'm too young to die i wanna see that person who gave me hope.
I dint fell in love or did i? Maybe i did, accidentally.
I don't see those people who are waiting for me but i can hear them
They are screaming at me i kissed those lip of evil everything did change.
That kissed came too many lie i was blind i wasn't listening to anyone while they were screaming at me.
I kissed that person that was telling everything is a lie were i wont see those people screaming at me.
I'm closer to the edge the scream got so much louder then before i cant take it anymore i wanna stop but i cant control my self i feel that the inside me is dying.
I`m half dead walking in town were nobody can see me but I'm not dead yet.
What is like to be a ghost? Lying in a coffin but I'm not dead yet I'm half alive.
I can see them they can see me i can see an angel and a demon yelling at me to choose my fate I'm broken i cant decide there too many thing that i wanna do before i die.
I wanna kiss those lip who told me that everything is lie.