Night

It's 7:47 and it's getting dark.
The stars are out and the moon is bright.
It's just another Thursday and another night in Hell.
I'm lying in the grass staring at the moon.
Wishing I was anywhere but where I am.
I'm tired of gravity holding me down.
I wanna be high in the sky living my dreams with the stars.
Not grounded on Carmel Street hating my life.
Everyone puts me down and I stand the fuck back up.
They say the sky's too high for my reach.
So I tell them to fuck off.
It's dark now and I just wanna fly away.
Just wanna blast off into the night like fucking rocket.
But I'm held here on Earth.
In this fucking nightmare.
I'm in a dream from which I cannot awake.
And in this Hellish dream my life's at stake.
I just wanna leave this place.
One day I'll be up there with the stars.
So fuck any one and every one who looks down on me.
I'm already millions of miles above you and you can't fucking see me.
So I say "goodnight world."
Because for you, it's fucking lights out.