I loved someone i didn't know

I don't really know ..
What kind of show ..
You throw ..
You pull me from left to right ..
Sometimes your there ..
then just out of sight ..
So happy up beat ...& bright !
Then treat me and trap me in your evil traps...
It's hard to keep up with all your mind games ..
And follow your maps.
You say i love you in a sincere voice..
Then all of a sudden you scream and roar.
I loved you so much ..
I swore this was fate and i started to get some luck .
You gave me the sweetest kiss ..
Then tore my lips...
Made me sore ..
And you thought it was funny ..
Like i was the game ..
And you win the scores.
My heart was always beating ..
As if it where a drum in the best-est band!
All the time being treated right ..
In the end it was just a big fight.
I thought i was letting our love flow ...
But honestly ..
I just loved someone i didn't know.
♠ ♠ ♠
Might be confusing.
But I want comment's i need criticism . (: