"One Without A Word"

A feeling.
One that doesn’t have a word.
It is like flying,
But then falling into the ground.
Your head is jumbled,
And in pieces.
Your so tired,
But you can’t sleep.
There’s a fear behind your eyes.
Of losing something you just received.
You want to weep,
But it never comes.
Just the pain.
The headaches,
Body aches,
Heartaches.
Moments where you feel you can’t even breathe.
Your body feels foreign.
And nothing feels the way it’s suppose to.
That feeling.
One that doesn’t have a word.
Is crushing to the soul.
Tearing at your very being,
Never giving you rest.
Constantly pushing you to your edge.
Until you can bare it no longer.
And you snap.