Harsh Sounds in the Deafening Silence

Close your eyes
Feel your senses Blur
Flooding
Mingling
Taste the sheeer bitterness in the air
Touch the cool wind whiping against your fingertips
Smell the firery wrath burnig into your core
Hear the soft crys trembling whispers echo around

Stop

The single thought enters your mind
As the voices became louder
Can you feel the synical stares?
Their judgemential gaze?
You try to scream but no air can fill your lungs
You desperately wish for your eyes to open
To see thm
To stop their cruel words
You know it's impossible
The voices will never stop
Never Sease
Until you truelly try to end yourself

You know if you open your eyes
No one will be there
No body for those deafening voices to belong to
Then how can you stop the suffering?
Stop their whispers?

"You're so patheic"
"Just utterly worthless"
"Who could ever care for you?"
"You should just end yourself you'll do everyone a favor"
You try to ignore them
Yet somehow the taunting just makes you snap
Telling you to fight back
"People love me! there's nothing wrong with me!"
The voices get harsher
They laugh at you snydely
"No one wants you, you freak your better off dead."

Dout fills you
Would it be better?
Would anyone care?
You shake your head
Thats what they want you to think
They want you to dout
They want you to die

"Everyone wants you gone"
A soft cold murmur breaths against your ear
"They won't"
But dout is still laced in
They know
They always know how to make you second guess
Always make you think
If only for a second
That the world would be better off without you
At the end of the day
Thats all they really want