Lonely Morning

Bitter is the taste
That coats my heart
I could go into this tale
But I don't know where to start

I'm not a coward
So I'll end this clean
But that's not what I want
And that's not what I mean

I'm scared of this
And this aching torment
I don't want to fight any more
My will is spent

Its not what you'll say
Or even what you'll do
Its how you'll leave me wishing
I still had you

But I can't do this
Your ruining my life
Making me unhappy
Causing so much strife

I'm not going to lie
Nor cheat for pride
But its been so long
I sometimes wish I'd lied