The Absense Of Love

Your words float through my ears,
Haunting evils,
These whispers
Send shudders
Impossibly down my spine
I want to believe
To love
To live

But I know the truth
Behind your lies
And I see the hate
Hidden in your eyes

Can I believe these words
That I know aren't the truth?
Can I trust myself,
Or have I tied the knot in the noose?

Shall my heart shatter
Into a million tiny pieces?
Or shall I finally
Be completed?