Sleep Paralysis: It'll All Be Over Soon
I’m tired of writing in substitution for crying.
I’m tired of trying in substitution for dying.
My feelings so strong, going to the extreme.
Staying up late thinking what’s wrong with me?
It’ll all be over soon I’d like to think
Because even a bulletproof heart tends to sink.
I grew up thinking this life ain’t for me
But I kept trying to go on living, hoping
Something’s out there for me to change
Something’s out there better made
To keep my future going so bright
Without messing with my fate, my life
Five fuckin’ times I felt hate
Five fuckin’ times I fell from grace
And four times one is not a game
Every single time I’m left the same.
They say this ain’t right. I’m fuckin’ insane.
Life’s too hard when your thoughts can’t be tamed.
People think I’m a monster cuz of the things I say
But I’m only a human going through so much pain.
So much to pay. So little to gain.
I push too hard only to fall in vain.
But I try to pick myself back up again
For another day to try all over again.
But things get tougher, I try to get stronger.
Maybe I do but it’s taking much longer.
Sleep Paralysis Changed its Methods
That’s Not Fair for a Lucid Dreamer
Moments in Life keep screwing over
Brutal for a hopeful believer.
I’m tired of writing in substitution for crying.
I’m tired of trying in substitution for dying.
My feelings so strong, going to the extreme.
Staying up late thinking what’s wrong with me?
I’m tired of trying in substitution for dying.
My feelings so strong, going to the extreme.
Staying up late thinking what’s wrong with me?
It’ll all be over soon I’d like to think
Because even a bulletproof heart tends to sink.
I grew up thinking this life ain’t for me
But I kept trying to go on living, hoping
Something’s out there for me to change
Something’s out there better made
To keep my future going so bright
Without messing with my fate, my life
Five fuckin’ times I felt hate
Five fuckin’ times I fell from grace
And four times one is not a game
Every single time I’m left the same.
They say this ain’t right. I’m fuckin’ insane.
Life’s too hard when your thoughts can’t be tamed.
People think I’m a monster cuz of the things I say
But I’m only a human going through so much pain.
So much to pay. So little to gain.
I push too hard only to fall in vain.
But I try to pick myself back up again
For another day to try all over again.
But things get tougher, I try to get stronger.
Maybe I do but it’s taking much longer.
Sleep Paralysis Changed its Methods
That’s Not Fair for a Lucid Dreamer
Moments in Life keep screwing over
Brutal for a hopeful believer.
I’m tired of writing in substitution for crying.
I’m tired of trying in substitution for dying.
My feelings so strong, going to the extreme.
Staying up late thinking what’s wrong with me?