Crashing in a Wall of You

I deny it and deny it
But i can't any more
It’s eating away my soul
I have to just admit it
I love you
You are my shining star
The air I breathe
And you have my heart
But I don't want you
To have anything of mine
I'm crashing like a fool
Who doesn't sleep but stays up
To hear the crickets sing
I’m crashing but I'm no wave
I'm falling but you can't catch me
I love you but I don't want to.