My fight

My internal struggle
My fight wiht the world
I'm never going to win so why try?
Maybe there is something out there
Something I don't know about
Something that could be good for me
Where do I find it?
Do I have to earn it?
Why must it be complicated
Couldn't it be simple?
This is what's wrong
This is what needs to be done
Nope
Never
My fight will never be easy