Heaven?

What is Heaven
Does anyone know
And who decides
Who gets to go

Will I get in
With all my sins
With my broken heart
And all my scars

A man who lies with men
Is a comitter of sin
But im a good person
Shouldnt the doors be open

When I look in the mirror
I see a deserving human
When god looks at me
What does he see

Am I a monster
In his eyes
Or do his followers
Just tell lies

Whats in store for me
After this life flees