You'd Understand (Changes)

Came to see you today
It took a while for me to actually knock
It took a lot of strength for me not to turn back
I knew it'd been a while
But I didn't know so much had changed
It scared me-
All the change I knew was coming
It scared me-
Not not knowing what to expect
Not know what, exactly changed

So you could understand my reluctance to knock
And you can understand why I walked away
You can understand why I didn't turn back when you called my name
And didn't answer my door, when you knocked

You understand why I didn't want to see your change
You understand why I had to hold on to who you used to be
You understand, right?