I Hate Myself

I dont wanna be so fragile
Like broken glass on the floor.
I dont like when people look at me.
Dont question me.

I miss you.
And i want you around.
But you dont like me that way.
I hate how when you talk to me, you talk to me like im nothing.

Well you make me feel like im nothing.
You make me feel like im a retard.
You seem to think its okay.
But when its you its different.

Like i just sit here.
Broken on the floor.
Shattered into a million pieces.
But i promise i dont show it.

You go on with your happy life.
While i lay here on the ground.
Crying inside.
Know one knows my story.

Its like shadows on the wall.
Everyone's different.
Some are just small and some are loved.
And im sorry for what i did.

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