Guess Not...

He's always been cute,
Just too shy to get to know.
I think I was mad at him,
For taking my best friend's job.
When my best friend quit talking to me,
I didn't resent him so much.
He started to play guitar,
And he was really cute when he did.
The day he accidently hit a note in quiet time,
I knew that I liked him.
He slunk down in embarrassment,
Then I knew we had something in common.
He moved into my best friend's house,
And I think I kinda forgot about him.
I missed my best friend,
It didn't matter he had moved in.
When I started liking my best friend,
I ignored him.
Not intentionally,
But I wanted to be with my best friend.
Then my best friend began liking someone else,
And I immediately shut down feelings.
Suddenly, he came into the picture.
He seemed cuter than before,
More outgoing,
Different than any guy I've liked.
I was intrigued.
I informed my friends my interest change,
And the teasing began.
I didn't mind really,
I liked the attention.
But the day I found out he was leaving,
My heart sunk.
I felt we were finally connecting,
The we could have some relationship,
But knowing he's leaving,
It's not worth the pain,
Or struggle.
I don't think he'll ever know,
I want to tell him,
But I want him to go places,
Not be attached to someone like me,
Someone who's stagnate.
I have no future plans like him,
But I want something from him.
I don't want him to go,
At least not now.